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tell me something no one knows..

i once had this crush on this girl. she was singer and the few times that i saw her sing on tv, it felt as if she was just singing for me. of course it was just me la kan. not that i actually said anything to her. the few times that we got to chat pun i was under the impression that she was already seeing someone. no harm pun right? well this one time i was reading an interview she did with some magazine in which she said that she was single and she was not seeing anyone.

i was like hmm. i guess being a budding artiste it would paramount to committing career suicide la if u were to be open about ur relationships and what not. it got me thinking. maybe people are not inherently honest after all. people can share things with u which to you feel so personal and special, only to find out that they tell that to everyone who care to listen.

pretty much like a blogger at times eh? i think falling in love with a blogger must've equally sucked. wait a minute. i is a blogger? oh and the senorita fell in love with me what? i wonder how she really feels everytime i write all that lovey dovey jiwang entries and at the same time somewhere out there some random person might be affected and feel all lovey dovey too.

well i'm sure she would say tough la. i got u first. hehe well that's always a boost to ones ego init. incidentally i found the senorita at just the right time. made me totally forgot about that, whats her name? aa hmm entah. totally forgot.

what is the point of all this ramblings?

hehe sometimes u might feel that someone is special and is only focusing their attention on u. u can never really be sure of this. they can say stuff and buy you things but no one truly knows how they really feel. there's only one thing that u can control. and this if u really read me, u will probably know without me saying it.

ur only in control of ur own feelings, ur own actions and how u react to things.

love someone how u want to be love.

be open and honest to them as how u want them to be honest to you.

basically the whole do unto other bs. it works. coz rather than worry about how someone may feel, just express how u feel.

hope for the best.

see how it goes.
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